A Deadly Combination

I realized something not so appealing about myself tonight. Among other things, I am a hardcore procrastinator and an intense dreamer. This became a horrible combo when I realized that there are so many things I want to do and would love to do but never get around to because I'm so busy catching up the things I left until the last minute. It would be one thing if I didn't have any ambition in life and didn't really care what I did, thus being able to afford all the procrastination. But, that's not the case. As I sat here tonight in my dorm room pondering the fact that I'm getting older and need to start being more responsible in a whole new way, I was nearly depressed by the fact that I waste so much time just thinking about things I want in life instead of taking steps towards making those things a reality. Maybe the chicken fajitas I had for lunch are getting to me or maybe I fell and hit my head but don't remember. Either way, I better dig myself out of this rut before I get too far in and can't help myself out. Maybe I'll procrastinate my digging a little further as I dream about life beyond the rut.